i just can't seen to concentrate on my studies, i don't have the exam jitters which makes it even worst. I'm not worried bout it at all. Well, maybe a little. But that little bit will not be able to help me concentrate on what i'm studying! Sigh, what's with exams anyway? It's not like the subjects we're taking are of much use in the future. Most of the subjects aren't even relevent! Take BM literature for example, why do we have to study and remember the stories and poems and all that? What do we get out of it? Just a bunch of stories and poems. So what? Maybe they thought we'd have more bedtime stories to tell our children or grandchildren. Madness! Who knows?! They should teach us the language and not all these nonsensical things. Reading the literature and history book constantly is equivalent to having daily doses of sleeping pills. It's bad for health!! I wouldn't mind doing language, really! coz it's useful! But all these literature stuff is seriously purely a waste of precious time. Sial! History too! Why do we need to remember the past? All we have to do is just know it! Everywhere, magazines, newspapers, problem columns, tells people that they need to look towards the future and not the past. And that is whats happening! Why do i care about who invented this and that, or who fought for this and that and how civilization came about. All i wanna do is enjoy the greatness of the technology today! What they should really do is teach us how to make full use of it. Let's take a car for instance, u just want to enjoy the beauty and power of your car and not know how it is made, painted and so on. SIAL!
Sigh, i'm crapping too much! 2 weeks to go..untill then, i'll remain constantly insane! This is killing me! 2 more weeks 2 more weeks! argh.. i'm running out of things to write and i still don't wanna go. If i go, i'll have to take my dose of sleeping pill, i don't wanna sleep yet! Damn! whatever!