i am starting to appreciate people around me more..

So much has happened since i last updated.. I don't even know where to start.

Wednesday:

My dearest friend, Shereen's, beloved grandma passed away on this day. I truly empathize with her. I know how close she is with her grandma, and how much she wishes that her grandma would live till the day she gets married, achieve her goals and so on. I too am very close to my grandma. I too want her to live to see my achieve the goals in my life. But in life, death is a very very unpredictable thing. When a person has to go, there is no way you can hold them back. Every start will always have an end. We all just have to learn how to let go..

I realised that i always take my grandma for granted. Getting irritated at her because of little things she does or say to me. I know, she has our best interest at heart, she always does. But sometimes, i just get really irritated. It's uncontrollable! I really have to learn how to control my temper and attitude. This applies to people around me too. I am starting to open up my eyes towards people around me, and appreciating them more. Well, not like i don't already, but.. more le.. ;p Anything is possible in this world..

*Reen girl, please be strong.. No matter what, always remember that all of us are here, caring for and loving you. She is at a much better place right now. Love you girl.

The remaining days:

I spent most of Wednesday and Thursday night till the wee hours of the morn, doing my Webpage Design assignment. Thankfully, everything manage to come together beautifully. *hApPy..HaPpY..hApPy..*

So now, i really really have to start studying for my finals. Finals is on the 11th and i have not even started studying. Argh.. i need to stop procrastinating and get organized, at least for this last stupid finals!! ~Shumbahdee Shlapp Me!..