Churned out another verbal vomit

You know, it's so funny how i manage to come out with a whole book in my head about my going ons but yet never seem to pen it down in my blog. As usual..

My parents are leaving tomorrow. Well, mom will be coming back after a week and dad, after 3 weeks. I still am not sure how i'm taking it. It's weird how at this age, it should be the children that are leaving home and not the parents, and the parents are the one sends the kids off to the airport and not the other way around. I am still trying to grasp with the idea of living most of the time without my father around.

I know i've expressed what i felt in my previous posts, but still.. i'm just so lost for words. I think my dad is also quite reluctant to leave the comforts of home (even if it's for a more luxurious home and service there), as i can see it in his flustered actions, his constant, "if mama needs to go somewhere, u fetch her ok" or "u must remember to check (car, locks, etc)" or "if u need more money.."

The date of their departure coincides with the country's fate. But i'm not gonna talk about that la.. fuck it. We as the people of the nation (but not special ones) have been screwed over again and again by them. So fuck you. That's all i can say.

My igemz group seem to have been laying low lately. And i miss them. Singing/performing with them have always boosted my days, and i have to miss out on the upcoming performance in Malacca coz it coincides with my exams. Always! Which i'm so bummed about!

My girly session with my girls are very much missed too. I know we're all busy with our current going ons, work, school, etc, no malice here for this. Just my general statement that i hope you're all well and happy and see you soon. :) hehe.. it's not a pressure statement.

Oh, before i forget this, i met up with my PR external examiner, Mr Grunig from the states. He's the one who wrote our text books, the one who came up with models that we're learning and applying in practice, the one who has done various researches in the field of pr. I am so fortunate that the uni picked me to be one of the 12 students to have a meeting with him. Tho i didn't learn much coz i didn't attend his lecture in the afternoon, but to meet someone who wrote your textbooks and someone who have been awarded so many accolades in communication that u just space out after reading his lists of accolades because it's so long. Maybe i'm being jakun for this la.. but who cares! Not everyday u meet someone like that, someone who has been a known figure (internationally) in your field of study.

And, i've realised that dah lama this blog has been filled with words and only words. No pictures. But sorry le.. I haven't been out socializing much (like a hermit only) so, might have to bear with my words for a while. Unless you want to see my chinese new year pictures where you can see me stuffing my face and collecting angpaus!? hehe, i dont think so right. ;)

My head has been pounding since the last few days.. and i've been feeling queer.
Am i............... assignmo-phobic? After 3 years.. tsk tsk.