It's thursday and I have not done much

Urgh! It's just after lunch and i'm feeling super duper sleepy! How can this be?

My colleague and I decided to head over for Korean food abt 2 blocks down and after stuffing our faces with BBQ pork, saba fish, small dishes of delight, etc.. I was stoned.

I am so fucking sleepy! What is wrong..

No wonder people always complaining abt the day going downwards after lunch. haha. I see their point now.

Happy note: Pay Day!

Happy Birthday Lil Brother!

You're all grown up. 19 years old now.
I still remember the toddler you, with soft mob of hair, thick red lips and chubby cheeks talking while sucking in your saliva at the same time.

The games we used to play together- homemade tents, power rangers & barbie dolls, lego, lasi, dress up (:p) and much more..

How i used to endanger your life, bully you.. hehehe (sorry!)

and how i have always felt protective of you.

I had a great childhood partly also because you were a part of it with me.

So many things i want to say to you but i know that you already know. So, i'm just going to once again tell you that you are a wonderful and loving person, although sometimes you need to show it more la, and you will achieve whatever you have set out to achieve. You have shown great integrity and strength in pursuing what you want. I hope you will continue to be the loving boy that you are, and be successful and happy in whatever you aim to do.

Happy 19th Teddy boy!

Love always,
Er Che

ps: have u lost the old man pot belly yet?

Covered by rain clouds

I had a bad dream last night.

Not exactly a scary nightmare per se, but it was mentally and psychologically bad.

I dreamt i only shifted 30 minutes away from home (PJ HOME) to a brand new beautiful house. But i wasn't exactly 'feeling' the place and constantly kept returning home for basic things like - can't really remember its quite fuzzy now. And then i realised that i wasn't happy in this new and pretty place so i packed my things and shifted home to my old but forever comfortable home.

The feeling i felt when i shifted home in my dream was fantastic! I was looking forward to all the things i could do again at home........

..... then i woke up.

And I WAS DEVASTATED!!!!

I kept running through the events in my mind- going home, doing all things at home, forgoing luxuries for home.. This is what i have been feeling this past few months.

I'm pretty sure most of you already know this, but i'm not happy here. This past week, i've been miserable. This affected my job, my mood, my health, my overall well-being.

So much I want to say and rant and complain but this is regarding my career and i dunno if anyone from my company reads this space - if so, hello! I don't know how long can i hold on.. just going through one day at a time right now. Sigh.

I think the best thing to do right now is just to muster a smile and wish for the best outcome.

Monday Blues

Sheesh, im sick like a dog but my complexion is at its best in months!

I'm positively glowing! :)

Must be the hormones. Finally becoming normal again!!!!

Taking into consideration that i ate my meds forgetting that im only supposed to take them AFTER meals! Not in the morning after i woke up and getting ready to leave the house. So i rode the mrt feeling my head getting lighter and lighter. Reached office in a floaty state. Until now at 1150am. I feel myself getting worst- trying to hold my puke down. Eew, yes i know.

But like i said earlier, I look great for someone who's sick. :p I swear!

Urgh I'm having homesickness like crazy.