::Life's Little Mystery::

life requires lots of love, and loving brings life

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Here are a list of things and people that

I miss..

*+*  my baby, whom luckily will be back tomorrow.
*+*  my big sister, who is in Singapore. =(
*+*  bonding with my butterflyz.
*+*  hanging out with lydia, guan and caryn by caryn's pool.
*+*  having loads of money to spend. Especially with the sales going on now.
*+*  holidays.

Baby called me from Singapore at 2am this morning. I answered the phone without even looking at the number, then i heard his voice on the other line and i went crazy.Although i was still blur being awoken like that from my sleep. Later on in the evening, he called again. He's having the time of his life at the shopping malls there. That lucky devil.

I want to buy buy buy! Lydia always seem to know which shop the sales are going to hit. Don't know how she does it though. I guess she stays true to her name, mad-lydia! =p I want to shop so badly. There are so many things that i want to buy, and yet I only have RM50 left. How sad can a person get?
Although, it is not like i did not buy anything from the sales. I bought a pair of heels on Saturday. It has white strap and white heels with pink flowers as the base. Very pretty. That should keep me contented for a few days. lol.

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

What a day today. I went to college today, only to go for a thirty minutes class and found out that classes for the whole day are cancelled. The reason that the lecturer gave was that she had to go to the hospital to take care of her friend who is admitted. She already cancelled yesterday's and today's lecture and tutorial. And there she go saying that it is hard to score an A for her subject. Well said. That's because she cancels classes ever so often!

Enough of complaining. Lucky me, i have dvd's to keep me company. There's this movie by the name of 'Euro Trip'. Pretty interesting, and kind of like American Pie, with nude scenes and a crappy storyline. Nothing much can be said to review it though. Although, i must say that one of the actor in it is cute. It pays to have a cute actor in a crappy movie. Not that it is an essential. Just a bonus.

I better go spend my time wisely by reading up on my Mass Comm myself. Which reminds me, i have a test on the same subject on Thursday. Crap.

Monday, July 26, 2004

Mondays are never nice. Mondays mean that i have another 4 more days of college to go before the weekend finally reaches. It also means that i have 4 more days of waking up early and finishing tutorials and studying for tests. And today isn't exceptional. It doesn't help either that my dear is in Singapore enjoying his socks off whilst i am here, bored to the bones and refusing to get my work done. Not good. Not good.

I just got my hands on the Autumn in My Heart soundtracks cd which my classmate graciously lends it to me. lol. She's an angel. I just don't get how people can come up with such soothing melodies. Geniuses they are. I wish i could compose nice melodies. I can write lyrics, it is easy. But not the melodies. Sigh. Somebody teach me!

I better get back to my work now before it never gets done.

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Came back from Singapore last night from sending my sister. I must say, NUS is really huge and nice, it is like a city by itself. There are even internal buses to shuttle you everywhere in the campus. Not forgetting her hostel. Her hostel can easily beat every hostel available in Malaysia. It is marvellous. With everything there is to make her comfortable there, she is one lucky biatch. But i have to admit, i really do miss her. Reached home to the room we shared since forever, then it hit me that she is going to be away for a long long time.
Ann, come home as often as you can!
Let's continue with happier thoughts. The Mega sales are coming! Can't wait to splurge my money on more clothes, shoes, bags and accessories! Hmm..i better start saving up from money spent on food. =p

Saturday, July 17, 2004

My sister is leaving Malaysia tomorrow. *sniff *sniff
I wished she didn't have to go. Not being able to have her here at home will be different for me. No more late night talks on the bed, no more fighting for the car and so on. I will be lost without her in places I am used to having her there. Darn. I will miss her.
Like what Lydia said, time really is passing so fast. Before i know it, we would all be leaving our home to another which we will call ours. But nonetheless, i cannot imagine another place more comfortable and warm than my own home. It just makes me appreciate my time at home with my family more, as i would never know when my time to leave will come.
I am going to Singapore tomorrow to send my sis off. I pray that i do not cry there.

Friday, July 09, 2004

Good mews for glamour pusses! I read in the Reader's Digest that high heels may actually be good for your knees. A survey of 111 women found those who had regularly worn 7.5cm heels were more likely to have healthy knees, particularly if they'd danced in heels. So ladies..and men, what are you waiting for? Grab those pair of sexy heels and strut away! =)

Oh, and Lydia, there is always my college. I would be more than glad to have you there! lol. muaks!

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Spiderman 2 definitely is one hell of a good movie. Kirsten Dunst still looks as good as ever, though she looks much better with this shade of red rather than the last. I must admit that the guy who played Harry in it, sure deserves more credit than Tobey Mcguire. He's such a hottie! lol. Sue me. Kill me. Whatever.

I read about the murder of the Law student. Shocked me at first, because of the victims' name which was the same as my baby's sister's boyfriends'. Sorry about the confusion. And alot of other similarities, like the fiancee being a year older than him, they both have the same first name, studying in uk and they were supposed to get married after he graduated. Not forgetting also them being the same age. But luckily, that dumb-dumb brain of mine, managed to pull all its veins in the right place in the end, and directed my eyes to the names of the victim and his fiancee. It's a wonder how you can jump into conclusions just based on such little informations. I guess, that is how misunderstanding starts.

Well, back to the Law student. It is sad that a life was taken away just like that. It is even sadder that such jerks even exist! With zero IQ and negative morality, these guys should be executed like the Hippogrif. To think that they are still roaming free, disgusts me. An act like this, when jerks like them commit it for fun, should never even be committed in the first place. Urgh, Damn You Fuckin' Jerks!

Sunday, July 04, 2004

Today wasn't exactly a very interesting day but yet, there are still highlights.

1- Saw the twins today. They are back for their holidays from Perth, and i must say, looking as cute as ever. *wink*

2- Amused myself watching my own fellow malaysians who can't carry a tune and yet still think that they can be the next idol on Malaysian Idol. Pretty amazing the stuff that people does and never for once stop to think that they may be a little out of their minds.

3- Met up with Caryn, Lydia and Liguan after so many months of not seeing them. I must say, it felt really good to be able to catch up with each other lives or more like gossip with each other again. =)Looking forward to the next round ladies!

The rest of the remaining hours of today were spent either watching tv, reading my novel or glued in front of the computer. As i was searching for some nice quotes to replace the 'about me' column in my friendster, i chanced upon this really meaningful piece.
'Relationships of all kinds are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most of it will be spilled. A relationship is like that, held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possesively, and the relationship slips away and is lost..'

Sometimes, we all need a little reminder like this one, to lead us to be a better person, to ourself and also to other people.

Saturday, July 03, 2004

Something is wrong with my blog. The miscellaneous box is missing! I have checked my template and found nothing wrong, yet I have this nagging feeling that my computer is playing tricks.

Recharged my energy after a tiring day by sleeping like a log last night. Although the deep sleep, I still feel like i have not even rested. I read somewhere that said, the later you wake up or the longer you sleep, you will wake up feeling even more wasted than you did the night before. How true. But still, it felt good not to be obliged to the wonders of an alarm clock for a day.

My face has been buried in a novel for the past week. The Calhoun Women by Nora Roberts. I can't say it is a good book, with all her cheesy romance stuff. But, without a doubt, it certainly is entertaining. Heck, it kept my hooked. Well, i do get hooked by books all the time. It isn't often easy to get me to pick up a book, but when i do, i'll finish it from cover to cover without steering off course.