::Life's Little Mystery::

life requires lots of love, and loving brings life

Thursday, December 30, 2004

boredom kills

I'm bored. Really bored.

Ok, i should be studying right now but you know what the idea of studying does to you. It makes you not want to study even more. So here i am. So very bored and so very reluctant to study.

It saddens me to hear and watch the Tsunami news. It saddens me even more when i see people suffering/crying/dazed/etc. I mean, everyone should be celebrating and enjoying the incoming 5th year of the 21st century, instead it is being ushered by sadness and grief. My family and I just donated some of our clothes today to be sent to affected countries by the Brickfields Mahavihara Temple. I know clothes is their least worries now, but maybe it can bring them some comfort in knowing that they have new clothes?

All new year eve celebrations through out Malaysia are cancelled, in respect to the tsunami victims. That's right, no fireworks. But then again, it's a good thing too. We already have enough hoo-ha to last us for years.

Monday, December 27, 2004


Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did i grow up according to plan?
And do you think i'm wasting my time
Doing things i wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now i try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
Can't pretend that i'm all right
And you can't change me

I try not to think
About the pain i feel inside
And it feels like you don't care anymore

I'm sorry, i can't be perfect.

Saturday, December 25, 2004

Wishing all of you a very Merry Christmas!

Thursday, December 23, 2004

These are a few quotes that caught my attention ~
*A hug, a look, a smile make up the language of love.
*To love someone, is to be the only one to see a miracle, invisible to others.
*Couples who love each other, tells each other a thousand things without talking.
*Love hurts because we love too much and too deep that sometimes we forget to keep a little for ourselves.

Love, is a beautiful thing, but how do we know for sure that what we feel is the real thing? I am someone who doesn't fall in love easily, but when i do, i fall hard, real hard. Then again, how do i know it's the real thing? "I just know it and feel it" one might say, or "It's the comfort that i feel when i'm in his arms" i might say. No one will know for sure, even couples who have been married for decades end up divorcing each other because of "incompatibility".

My english teacher brought up a very interesting argumentative topic in class today. "Is cohabitation the key to a happy marriage?" Everyone has a different perspective on this topic. Some might say that this is just a means for guys to get convenience sex, or couples are doing this to 'try' marriage. What ever people might say, in my own opinion, i think that cohabitation is a good way for couples to achieve that marriage compatibility, not just for the sex, but for the low-down in real-life marriage scenarios. Like paying the bills, washing the plates, seeing each other 24/7, snoring etc. By doing so, you will get to know if you want to spend the rest of your life with the other person. And if cohabitation doesn't go well, at least you saved yourself from a lot of hassle by divorcing. I'm not saying that it is the KEY, but it is a good way.

This is a very subjective matter, and there will be alot different views from different people. But, like i said before it depends on the individual. I myself would consider cohabitating.

Friday, December 17, 2004

A friend told me something this morning which churns my tummy. A girl got raped in the college hostel. I don't know how far is true but then again, who would lie about these things right?

This girl was going to the toilet in the middle of the night when a man just grabbed hold of her and pulled her into the pantry area where she was raped. My classmate who was in the same block as her heard a ear-piercing scream on that night, but passed it off as some girl who saw a roach/lizard/balloon or something. Well, considering that's what the girls in the hostel usually scream about. Back to the point, so far, there has not been any reports about this, so we suspect that the 'Top People' are trying to hush this whole matter.

In my honest truest opinion, rapists who are caught should be ostracized/their penis be whipped/and lastly, sentenced to death. These men who do not respect women, should not even be walking on the face of earth, they should be down in the depths of hell licking up poos from ghosts. Irresponsible bastards!

In a totally unrelated topic, i'm hungry. I am going out for supper with my parents now.

Saturday, December 04, 2004


My cousin from Aussie and my sis from Singapore are back! It has been a while since all of us cousins hung out together and crap a whole-load together. It felt great. But while the two of
them are back, my brother left for yet another school expedition to our east brothers, Sabah and Sarawak. By the time my brother gets back, my sis and cousin would have already packed their bags and gotten ready to leave.

My parents brought us to Victoria Station for dinner to celebrate a certain someone's belated birthday. Yeah, moi. It is like a ritual or something, ever since i was born. Every member of the family will get treated to a meal in a restaurant of their choice on their birthday. Unless of course, a party is being substitute by it. Oh, back to my dinner. I simply loveeee the escargos and caviars. I can eat them all day and night. Ahh! Give me give me give, what i want! :)

After this, i will be going to kayu, again, with my cousins and sis to watch football. Hmm, i'm not that into the football thingy but oh what the heck.